Better In Time

I dont wanna get too excited, but things are looking up in the job hunt! I have a second interview on thursday and I'm hoping that means great things are ahead of me. I'm so blessed to even have another interview with a great company! I'll say what company, when I officially get the job! :)

On another note... I am loving me, through the pain, love, struggle, hurt...through it all ...I am loving me! Sometimes things we don't like/ agree with happen, to help us grow. IT's up to us to use the experience for self-improvement or self-destruction.

Live. Learn. Grow. Love Better.

Ms. Love.

Life is Messy

I was watching a re-run of one of my fave shows "THE GAME" and Melanie said something that is so True
LIFE IS MESSY!
It's been a long time, and ALOT has happened. all I can say is Life is MESSY! Thats the nature of things as of now. I often think of what if's and how come's but the truth is, that things are never what they seem. I have learned valuable lessons

* LIFE is MESSY
* EVERYONE LIES (myself included)
* LOVE is Great, and LOVE can be overwhelming
* BE TRUTHFUL with yourself first and you will be able to be truthful to others
* I cannot easily dislike people... and I dont know why....
* Sometimes you hurt others with any intention of doing so.
* Feeling Betrayed is never a good feeling.


I heard someone say once that some "people are SO sensitive that they become insensitive to other people's feelings". I am that sensitive person. It stems from being like an only child, and I understand that alot better now. Things happen so we can Improve on them in the future.

Live. Learn. Grow. Love Better.

Its OVer!! Finally ...Now what?

I am so indifferent right now... Im happy, sad, emotional...everything in one. Now that I have officially graduated from college, It's time to take a big leap out into the world and make my mark. So many emotions are flowing right now, I'm so scared and yet I want to jump into things headfirst!! Ahhh!... whoever said growing up is hard to do...was right. I'm just gonna do my best and take it one step at a time.... and keep the faith :)

Almost THERE

This week is so hectic! And I caught a cold out of thin air!!! It's so irritating! luckily I went to the doc today so hopefully Im feeling a little better by friday! With my antibiotics by my side...I'll be a okay. Getting ready to see my fam. IT's gonna be on and poppin! Waterpark! Here we come! I'm super excited and super anxious at the same time. the next stage of my life is beginning. Only thing missing is *him*...sigh... Mariah Carey said it best...love takes time...



I'm almost ready for my big day ! Got my dress. (BCBG) and shoes (steve madden)

As A Woman

As A Woman

I have needs. I have wants.
I need you to love me for me.
I need structure. I need limits.
I need respect from you.
I need to respect you.
I need to communicate better.
I need to know what my man wants.
I need to understand my man.
I need to understand the things that I understand about my man.
I need you to put your foot down and take No bullshit from me.
That doesn’t mean to get physical.
I need you to get in my head.
I need you to be patient with me.
I need to apologize.
I need you to apologize.
I need to not be the “bigger person”, but I need to be the “equal”.
I need you to understand me.
I need you to love me for me.
I need you to understand the stupid sh*t I say.
I need you to give me the look when I say something stupid.
I need you call me your princess.
I need you t water the garden, which is our relationship.
I need to water this garden as well.
I want you to love me for me.
I want you to understand the things that I do.
I want you to do everything I say (but you won’t).
I want you to be there when I feel like there is no tomorrow.
I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me you love me.
I want you to really, truly love me.
I want you to do anything and everything for me, for us.
I want to be spoiled.
I want to be yours
I want you to be mine.
I want you to make me breakfast in bed.
I want you to surprise me.
I want you to be my friend.
I want you to be a man.
I want you to be strong mentally & physically.
I want you to know that I love you even though I may not show it sometimes.
I want you to love me even though you may not feel it on some days.
I want you to love me for me.
I want you to love me “flaws and all”.
I want you to love me when I’m being the bitch.
I want you to fix me when I’m a train wreck.

(To be continued...)

end of the road....Update

12 More days until my days as an undergraduate student are over! I can't believe I've finally got here! Lots of work and studying but its all worth it! Things are a lil hectic right now but I'm makin it...surely.

CONGRATS to my sweety! We landed his first modeling gig! Its at the Gansevoort Hotel South Beach thanks to OI modeling (Barry Univ.) So Proud of him, and I know he's gonna be successful wherever it takes him; he's got personality, flava, and he's a hottie!! :) Great things come to those who wait, so I'm trying my best to be patient, although it drives me insane at times! We love each other and I'm here, persevering through Whatever you may throw at me! Muah! U and I will be ok babe.

So many things to do before graduation! I still have to find a dress, do my hair! Family coming in!Gotta clean the car, house, etc! Finish my senior project, finish my website! so many things! OMG!!! Its gonna be a hectic couple of days. But I'm having faith and trusting that I'll be ok. :)

TAFNow

Your Truly :)

Update!

Greetings!

All is well that ends well. Just a quick update before sleepy time. My days as an Undergrad are slowly coming to an end and I CANT BELIEVE IT!! Ahhh!!! im so anticipating the end of the school year. Lord Knows I deserve it. On another note...all is well in the land of love :) My baby loves me again!!!! :) And I love him regardless! Faith, Prayer and Patience= bliss!!

and...I cant wait to see my fam and my old roomy at graduation! Life is great and Im definitely Blessed!

Laterz!!